Monday, January 31, 2011

Help the need!

Hello candy!

I'm on my holiday but it's not really a holiday since I've got mid term and assignments to finish but yet,, i'm too lazy so yeah. Yea me! but i really need to enhance myself I mean I'm going to get a job and I'm going to need to be more ethical and NOT lazy. We'll see..

Today, Is actually My sister's birthday but we celebrate it yesterday. Since yesterday is a sunday it's easier and no one's working on that day. So it was fun, food was DELICIOUS if I may add... I mean like Nasi Minyak, Kari Sayur, Ayam Kurma, Daging Sambal, Sambal Taun which is a seafood very nyum nyum, aca nenes and I made my specialty of course chocolate chip cookies. I wanted to make a cake but mama said NO! we BUY it.. So it's that my cake are bad, but i do agree i'm still a first time baker and i need to improve if i want to make a birthday cake not like those cikai2 cooking kan? so much needed for enhancement. my cooking, my habits and well my sleeping habits too. Hmmm.. So much... 

So okay, today, we went to pay some bills and eat at this very tasty place near Pasar Gombak. Just right next to it actually a small minangkabau eatery. I was eating and when i was finished, I saw his begger and I think his from pakistan. He gave this small gift for people to pay.. you know? like you pay some money i gave u this as a token. Well, its a 1000 dinar and firstly, my thought was like don't come here because I'm myself don't have that much money since I'm an orphan and I have no sources of income but he came and My mom was like giving him coins instead of dollar bills because like i said, even we don't have enough that's all we can afford to give him. I'm not lying! it's the truth. So I think my mom gave him like $3 something worth of coins and he went to other people but they sort of ignored him, I was feeling bad really bad and i remember I don't have any cash on my hands so I couldn't do anything. When my mom went to pay at the cashier, I saw him sitting down, expecting some one to help him with food, and NO ONE CAME!! and I was like please man help the guy, give some food to the needy! and I was so embarrassed by it! I smiled at him though, He smiled back and That's all I could give him, a very generous smile with a heavy burden heart. If i have enough, I would seriously pay for his food. He was that hungry, but i didn't have that much in my wallet. When I left the eatery, I saw him going to the waitress pointing the coins my mom gave to him and the lady just pushed him away and told him to leave. I was feeling rather bad. Seriously. I was. I told my mom but she said, even we couldn't afford to help him. In my heart, I wished dearly that some one would help him, I know this why? I knew it deep in my heart that we have to help no matter what the races are. Just like them. 

Why am i talking about these stuff? I saw on Tv last friday 2 days 1 night. koreans tv variety show. And I was  amazed by them accepting their foreign workers and treating them so well. I mean if you'd watch it, you'd feel it too. I was touched seriuously! I don't know how much I said seriously? but seriously. Think! they came here for work, for money, not for themselves but for their family back home. They have no one else here but themselves and they came here with expectations of us being all kind, and generous like the promotions we did on tv being all nice and stuff but are we? are we being truly nice to them? I'm not sure because I'm seeing doubles. I mean I know foreign workers whom came here so much and some of them works at factories, mamak stalls and much more. I just hoped that their manager and employer are being nice to them as they were expecting. It's hard you know being in some body's else country. A place you don't know and A place where you hoped to have a better life but people treat you differently and rudely. It's just not nice. 

Imagine yourself, being at their place. I know the feeling. Even though I haven't been through it but I know have hard it felt. If I were in their place, Deep down inside, I know how sad it would be to actually have to go through life without support and friends. It's that hard. People kept whining here and there but You need support to get you going. So that man, was in help but I couldn't help but I hope for others who read these and feels the same way I do to help them. Don't ignore them. If you have a bit of decency, gave a little money. It's not hard. Just $5 would do. It'll help them to eat for one day. I mean for just one day, they can eat and feel happy because someone out there help them. I'm sure those people wouldn't forget the kind hands that help them. 

If you see a man, in blue shirt (not t-shirt) and black pants, that's the man I want to help, in turn please help me, help him instead. He needs it more than i do. I have my support but he doesn't. Please, it will give you great feelings as well as deeds. He have a kind heart too, it's in his eyes. 


Wednesday, January 26, 2011


Hello candy!

I'm sorry I didn't wrote for so long or should i say I rarely blog nowadays?? well, since I have the free time starting today but ending tomorrow I might as well spend it with you! So what have i been up to? hmmm not much really just studies, boredom and well spending time with arief. 

Truthfully, I've been having exams for these last 2 days and assignment as well as presentation since 2 or 3 weeks ago. SO....! I didn't have that much time to blog. But I did blog I think a few weeks ago about cakes? I wanted to do a part 2 which was more about how the cake looked like sweet, simply and delightful but I didn't get the time so I might as well start later (hmmm not sure when). 

I've had these done:
1)malaysian economy presentation
 2)Islamic Accounting assignment passed up. 

The only assignment needed to do now: 
1)individual and group assignment for malaysian economy
2)specialised accounting group assignment
3)specialised accounting mid term
4)job interview
5)malaysian economy individual assignmnet presentation
7)i don'r remember!!!

so there you go... this is my last semester studying and next semester would be working as an intern. I'm not sure how that'll be like but i do hope it's not stressful or hard (some stories i've heard). I must well spend my time living as a student and pretty much well.. be a student. when will i get to be a student ever again right? to feel young again? (i'm not that old!

yup. let's get my study life over on this road and so that i'll be ready to be a worker soon and not brag how much i miss my life as a student. Since, i didn't want to grow up early or well i'm not that matured yet i think...


I had my mid term exam for islamic accounting yesterday.. yea! guess what? i flunk it! I couldn't do it as much as I wanted too! I mean, i studied the whole 5 out of 6 chapters and I was expecting something else but It turn out to be what i wouldn't expect! grrr.. even arief couldn't do it. So yup.. I wonder how my final would be like.... since EVERY CHAPTER is in!! ughhh.. damn.. 

get the books out.. :P not yet! 

i'm tired today.. why? I had two quizzes today. One is Malaysian Economy which i forgot to put on the list and second would be specialize accounting.. both were okay. thank you since i studied that part and i didn't even know it was all theory i didn't even focus on it. It was just a hunch that I've read theory. pheeww.. lalala

so now im here with you. well, i'm currently having a neck pain from a few days of studying but i need my rest. Oh well.. i'll see u soon.. oh not to forget.. i've found this so cute pictures which i thought was very humane! and I want to share it with you. I hope you like it. it's funny and cute. Enjoy! 

from tumblr

from tumblr

isn't this cute? I was looking for a picture about mad behavior actually haha i was just typing and seeing if theres any picture relevant. I want to continue with notes to dotts but these pictures came out! I mean like OMG so cute!! how is it even angry?? right? irrelavant! 

omg! i haven't literally wrote a story for like ages! 

Thursday, January 20, 2011


Hello candy!

I'm currently enjoying my eating time haha I'm eating ABC not as in the alphabets but Air Batu Campur. In englist it would be Combine Rock water haaahha funny... -_- hmmm not at all... huhu

Well, if u do come to malaysia, it's a must eat thing especially if the whether is hot and its in the afternoon, just like how u would drink tea in the afternoon right?

so enjoy!

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

splendid serenity Pt 1

Hello candy!

I'm sure you all will be at auwwww or OMG or uhhhhh or lalalala or maybe just hmmmm so? right? right? right?

but for me when i saw these photos i'm like shhhhhhh.....!!! omg!!! waaaa!! damn i'm hungry! seriously??

ughhh.. why do you look soooo goood??

so for all you wondering here what i found to be like so hungry for... really I still am just thinking about it..


this is just a preview...! I have like tons more literally tonss! i don't know! 

chocolate!! ohhhh... i know right?

i'm droooling..!

ughh.. ok stop! think rationally!

what do you think?? right right? don't lie if you didn't drool! u must have.. if you didn't.. i have more!
but.. don't like the one's above.. this one is different.. just splendid!


nice one right? pretty too.. 
cake's like these are suitable for any event! but the price is pricy like wow! 

see? these are so festive!

as you can see it's for a baby birthday's theres no limitation for it! 

amongst what i think is just so beautiful to look. I mean they must've spend like hours really long hours too make it look so beautiful! the moolah, the cash, the $$$ is very much like $$$$$. know what i mean?
credits to the

hmmm.. i just want to taste it! 
here's some more that just simply delightful..

don't you feel hungry? I know I am...

okay! bye! see you next time... 

Friday, January 7, 2011

Balls, Balllllllssssss, and more bbbbbbaaaaaaaallllllllllsssssssssss...

Hello candy!

Today is a very gloomy day why? there's no sun and obviously, there's no heat! Huhu.. what a sad day but, Well.. it was sad at first but then I went to meet with arief for lunch but was cancel because He was invited to play futsal..

So first thing I saw today other than the Tv and Internet is the Futsal... It's a very fun game. I had fun and watching him play was fun too...

Later, I saw a football game between Gun-punk and I forgot their name.. but Gun-punk won 4-0 with i'm not sure what to call the kick but it's seems like a far kick or free kick what ever kick la! I don't know there was a name for it... excuse me for being a football dummy.. but i know the last kick was well good one :P why? because the enemy kicked it into the goooaalll.. how luck is the game? but embarrassing for the player who kicked it.. :P

so that was my day. I'm gonna do my assignment now.. lalalala


Thursday, January 6, 2011

january event's is bashful!

Again! Hii! i've been a maniac blogging.. i think it's because i'm boreddd!

so here's this month event!

8 january = my sister's birthday (elida)
17 january = my anniversary with arif (monthly)
26 january = midterm islamic accounting
31 january = my sister's birthday (alin)

huuuuu so much birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

bye candy!

Happy Memories With Friends

Hello Candy!

Well, This post is about friendship. I love these people so much not only because their my housemate but it's because They Don't Care and they help you no matter what! That's why I love them so much!

Awanis A.K.A Cahaya Hati left us hanging without notice! I mean she abandon us! With nothing! No money! No love! No one to hold on too! HAHAHAHAH I'm just joking! She's the most responsible person in the house actually. And yes she left us for her practical training which doesn't mean she left us totally! she's coming back for a visit on 21st Jan. I'll be here waiting!

Awanis has a gift, a real gift! She can cook very delicious food and I mean delicious as in Yummy Yummy YUm YUUUUMMMMM!! She's sweet, take good care of me and well very concerning friends of course! She have a lot of stories she can tell, from her younger years till now, and you can't even get bored! I don't know why. Though in recent event, she went through tough times, she managed to get over it and move on, be happy and well, we entertain her well. :P If you have been able to see her in the eastern peninsular of Malaysia, SAY hello WANIS or something very nice "NEK NIS!" :p

Nealy A.K.A Tok li! hehehe... she's insane and she'll very much follow any insane behavior you've got! why? well let's just say, if we're bored and wanting something even if it means going to KUANTAN then, we'll go! No doubt about it! That's how crazy she is but she's nicer if you talk to her. Cunning too.. I mean, she's just nice to be with. To talk to. A good listener and a good cleaner :P Hi nealy! hehe... if you're reading this, I want to tell people how HOT and GORGEOUS you ARE! She's single and available! want her number? :P
(nk kena bunuh kot aku nih promote org mcm ni) hahahahaha sorry! I'm not selling me frens.. but I love her because she's there for me always when in times of vain.

Lastly, Never forgeting the cutest and the smallest

Hazirah A.K.A Mok yah! :P Hi Mok Yah! I love you. She divorced me like last year you know? However, We didn't get married legally or illegally... I mean there's like no black or white or prenuptial agreement. And suddenly, we're divorced? (actually it's just fun and games) hmm.. awkward! she's my roomie.. She's the noisiest, loudest and funniest in the house! without her, the house seems silent. You must need someone to scream right? Mok yah is the perfect candidate too! she's a busy woman i must say! You don't see her on weekends unless she's that busy! well what can i say about the cutest! somethings she's here sometimes she's laughing out loud!! really loud! we have something in common that is addiction to movies!

uhhhhh.. not forgetting! Moi the most sexiest and paling cunnnnn la! :P perasan jap je.. :p

i'm not going to comment on me.. haha... but i'll say something. I am the sexiest in the house :P Only They Know why... lalalalala

from left to right: neally, hazz, me, wanis

the green hijab is wanis, the pink one is moi (hehe) and the one in black is nealy

me and hazz

me, wanis and hazz

i love them very much! we are like sister and we stand for each other. If one person is in trouble, we would held and help to get them out of it. That's what they mean to me. Even, at times of loneliless, when i'm with them, they make me laugh so loud that it's refreshing!

photos; credit to photgrapher all of us! and facebook! nealy tq for the photos. :P

muah muah

Green Parody

Hello Candy!

I haven't been blogging for a while right? well, it might be that I'm bored (which is normal) or I'm busy (which is also normal) or i'm lazy (very normal!) The truth is, I don't know what to blog about so I've been blog walking and reading catcher in the rye. I haven't finished it yet though. Sorry but It's nice to read you know! You gain knowledge as well as your spelling and grammar improves too! Killing two bird with one stone right? but I don't like killing birds... I'm an animal person especially cat if none of you noticed! So how was your week recently? or your new year celeb? or anything?? I know i'm like wayyyyyy behind with it but I'm not gonna say much just that I've had the best new year celebration ever! EVER! why? I've spend time with my mom on new years eve and day too! hehe... We got to watch 2 days 1 night at KBS world which is pretty fun! yea...! I am happy, I wouldn't trade it for anything else.. Plus! it was family bonding time too.. though I must say, knowing your new year is starting with someone whose no longer with you, that is just saddening for me. I miss you Papa! I'm not gonna start with posting something very sad or very you know... gloomy.. instead i'm very much sure, my Papa would want me to be happy! and very protective of my mother! who wouldn't want that right? you're love of life.. so instead or resolution and achievement or whatever! i'm not gonna start having this shit about what i want to achieve or some random thing because i know myself WELL too well to even do it. i'm that lazy and forgetful! 

so here's my lifetime resolution!
1. get a life!
2. get a job and decrease the unemployment rate!
3. save money for benefit of my future babies and mama (of course!)
4. go for HAJI!
5. continue studying? get a master or Ph.d maybe?
6. accomplish what I've been trying too that is my writing
7. get married!
8. die in peace and harmony!

so.. yea.. I'm sure some of you are shocked by number 8 right? but you must consider it. You might not know when you're going, thus! you might as well start preparing for it. Or maybe, pray that you'll have a longer and bashful life! I'm a muslim so I'll pray for everything that is good for everyone. 

it's a lifetime resolution so i might as well begin now and know that it's not hard to achieve any of the above but there will be test, more test and more pain, resentment and well, people leaving you. soooo... i don't like doing year by year resolution because it's cheesy! very cheesy! honestly, i don't think I've had one before hehe so that must be why i'm so bored! hahaha... ohh shoot! NVM... 

my life really sucks socially, fashion-less, and seriously! i think i have Alzheimer's disease or dementia! oh.. you need to remind me to take my food from shiha! hahaha they might hate me for it.. ouch! i'm very forgetful!


i've been blog-walking alrite..? so I've been seeing like these boots everywhere I think their the IN thing right now or the trend is that they super hot or something.. like PUNK would wear or Skinhead would too.. uhmmm wait? did i get that right? oh no matter! i'm not sure they r hot for me but to think about it, They do make you look better wearing a skinny pants! right?

cute right? another new trend i'm seeing.. hmm i sort of like it but recently i saw on a post or somewhere It's not proper to wear leggings! because it reveals your curve and all... but skinny jeans doesn't?

you know how i'm obsessed with red heads right? I'm still am! I don't know why but like OMG that colour really can spark your inner beauty! 
oh! another thing, I'm thinking of cutting my locks too.. I kinda like these style she's doing.. it's cute but I don't know.. maybe I'll keep it long or short..

oh so classy! don't you like these pumps? You can't find it here though.. 

I loving boths actually! I know this is so cliche! but People are now wearing leopard and floral print! I mean even the hijabs are all in leopard or tiger stripes or feline! and HONEST to ALLAH! I'm a freak for these print! I just gushed! I've been looking for these type of print like forever!!! only now, it's much more easier to find.

I think it's like a bit weird when you're craving for something delightful and sultry and nutty and nyummy and addicted and lustly and you get what i'm talking about! Seriuously?? Is the world thinking the way I am?? ehem.. ehem.. what? NUTELLA!

so there! That is my parody of imitating some other people blog or website. or easy enough.. what i see in the internet and the world have been up to for 7 days or so... i think, the trend is spread so evenly and delightfully people are listening! 

Mila Kunis 
photo from 
OHHHH!! before i end my post,  I've been loving her since that 70's show and she is just so pretty and cute and well, I'm a bit sad that she and Macaulay Culkin broke up but I'm hoping for the best of them. They have been in a relationship for a long time! She's just too pretty to see! One of the lovely people I would so wanna see.. 

before I end this really "I have no idea what i just post" post. I liked to post a few words of wisdom from random people and photos that really struck me that "there is a ray of light in the end of the tunnel" and that there will be people holding on to us no matter how we fall and help us as we heal BUT there will be people whom let us go because they're afraid we might infect them too. I know these come right out of nowhere, I just thought that maybe I just share with you that's life is what it is.

I know these is rather a long post with pictures and stuff. I do hope that these year everything would be alright, better and memorable than last. Things happen, bad things happen or more importantly, I'd lost you Papa but I hope these year, I can keep my end of the promise that I would take good care of Mama for you. I miss you, everyday I do. No body can change that right? We'll see each other soon.

that's all for it candy! I hope, you'd enjoy my parody as much as I do!